come to think of it, there is nothing to wait for as it either is already there or it will happen in its own time. No point to think about it then, no point to think these kind of thoughts at all. It is now anyway.
what is that ? this always chasing after something or another and another and on and on and on? It will have to stop at some stage anyway as nothing can last forever but that still could be a long way, a long time away, a very long way, a long time away, unless I decide to stop all the chasing after something by stopping the cause, the desire to do so.
No desire: would that be a blessing or a curse?